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'the fuck you want?

March 2012

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i'm going to see how long i can go without fapping

i seem to be less prone to if i get on Skype with Sarah just before beddy boo.

my heart just started racing randomly and i was...

February 2012

54 posts

one of these days, i want to hear you play.

Anonymous asked: Clearly you've been spending far too much time by yourself over thinking everything.

so, i think i’ve got some things to think about. i’m trying to get it through my head that Sarah and i aren’t going to last forever. it’s scary as fuck to think about it, but it’s true. we’re going to end up going to different colleges, and i might…actually probably will go into the military. fuck. ugh. and it would be hell to have to be with her in a long...

i'm going to be alone after high school

this fucking sucks.

i've shit six times so far...

and i think i’m about to go for number seven. :’(

i hate how you are acting. you’re making me fucking ashamed of myself for being sick. i’m so fucking sorry i’ve had two sick days this year. Next year i’ll make up for it and go to school for a few extra days. God you guys can be such pricks at times. i’m fucking sorry.

crying again. ugh i thought i was done. i guess not

Anonymous asked: what would you do if you had to relieve the beginning of high school?

what the actual fuck even happened…

can this be over already… i want this fixed. i hate being broken

“no one’s perfect,” i realized.

i don’t even recognize you anymore

i really fucking need you right now.

please text me. just text me. or call me. or get on Skype. tell me that you love me. tell me that you need me. please talk to me. please.

in one of the videos, you got a text from me, and all i said was “hi baby” but it made you do your cute smile… it was nice to see that.

spent the day rewatching videos of you and videos of us.

Anonymous asked: If you are in love with someone...

sexual-feelings: I don’t think it’s bad, no. Being with them should make you happier, not more stressed, sad, upset, etc. But I do think that you should talk to him if you haven’t already- communicate the issue and together, work out a way to solve it. If you’ve already tried that route or you just feel like this is unbearable, it’s best to move on, for the sake of your own happiness. MJA oh...

My 10,000th post is for Jesse.

keepgettingburned: Whatever is going on in our relationship right now we will work though it. I love you so much. Please do not give up on me. You are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. If you didn’t come into my life and be the way that you are I probably would have done some things I would have regretted. You help me so much. I am so much happier because I am with you, even...

i’m getting so tired of it all. where’s the restart button?

i’m almost tired of this… i don’t understand.

i love you, so why do i treat you like i hate you?

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i was getting tired of faking my smile

i could complain about stuff, but i don’t feel like it

i don’t know how much longer i can last without enough sleep. i need to sleep. need to sleep.

this fucking CD, ugh. the one song is all like nostalgic and i’m all :”””””””””’] and just yeah baby i love you so much.

justbecauseyouarecool: today. me fucking gusta. <3 asdfghjkl even though it wasn’t officially valentines day it was for jesse and i and it was my first one ever with someone and it was great. his little brothers love me..at least i am going to think that they do. we are so freakin cute. except for the fact that his little brothers were banging on the door and we had to race to find...

why am i being stupid. stop that.

i know how it’s going to work, when you leave me. you’ll leave me, i’ll be fucked up. i’ll start smoking again, i’ll sleep with women constantly. stay out late. break the law. get caught. my grades will drop.i won’t blame you though. i’ll blame myself. because it will be my fault. it will be my fault for getting so attached and then letting you go. and...

sometimes i don’t know where we stand. do you love me, or am i just there…

i keep dreaming of vagina. ugh…

i love you Sarah

i'm currently craving Sarah's tits.

not like just any tits either. like, i want Sarah boobs.

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my theme isn’t working and it’s starting to tick me off. i didn’t change anything either, it just stopped having the colour scheme i had. fucking technology.

Stone said hi to me today… and yesterday. like, he went out of his way to say hey, which is different, since he usually doesn’t. but he did, which is cool. and makes me happy. yeah. oh and i got ISS